we are the corps of corpses

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 09:46:12 GMT

i'm talking to kristen and i realized
i lost my ability to give people the benefit of the doubt
a long time ago.
i need to fix that.

yes, this is directed at you.

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 08:00:26 GMT

Paranoia is haunting you and all these dirty looks
They are right on cue
You're full up to the brim with that 'he said she said' trash
You exist behind your keyboard
Then you're gone in a flash

10 bucks says you don't have it in you
To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to
You are careening shamelessly into oblivion
You will live alone with your chemicals and gin

I am utterly disgusted with the path you trek
As inebriated as you can get off your latest pay check
I am at a loss for words here
I hate to break this to you but being a coward is not a legitimate career

10 bucks says you don't have it in you
To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to
You are careening shamelessly into oblivion
You will live alone with your chemicals and gin

We were born and raised the same way
So what gives you the right to say
(At least I'm not a liar)
We were born and raised the same way
So what gives you the right to say
At least I'm not a liar
At least I'm not a cheat
At least I don't care what these god damn mindless people think of me

10 bucks says you don't have it in you
To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to
You are careening shamelessly into oblivion
You will live alone with your chemicals and gin

(We were born and raised the same way...)
You will live alone with your chemicals and gin

(We were born and raised the same way...)
You will live alone with your chemicals and gin

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 20:05:12 GMT

i just died a little on the inside.

Wed, 24 Oct 2007 06:41:59 GMT

i really think i'm going crazy.

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 07:06:00 GMT

my birthday is in 7 days.
i expect presents.

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 05:35:02 GMT

WHY ARE PEOPLE SO FUCKING LAME.

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 05:39:12 GMT

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Sun, 18 Feb 2007 23:40:25 GMT

fuck it.

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:23:43 GMT

yeah
im so fucking stressed out right now its not even funny

I thought you'd come back at least I prayed (so I prayed)
The romance has been dead (the romance is dead, the romance is dead)
For years (you come back)
But I've been too afraid to dig the grave (so I prayed)
Relief support never came

Memories carry me through the day
Of when we were kids
And angels came to watch us play

Close my eyes, just for tonight
The sun still sleeps, and when she wakes
Close my eyes, just for tonight
The sun still sleeps, and when she wakes

A movie that plays in my mind
Remembring you helps me survive
Every day a re-run of the next
I promised to stay by your side
That all would change, I can't complain
Another victim of the game

Close my eyes, just for tonight
The sun still sleeps, and when she wakes
Close my eyes, just for tonight
The sun still sleeps, and when she wakes

Maybe love will find us again
For there is always tomorrow
Sincerely till the end
Close my eyes just for tonight
The sun still sleeps and when she wakes,
Close my eyes just for tonight
The sun still sleeps and when she wakes

Close my eyes, just for tonight
The sun still sleeps, and when she wakes
Close my eyes, just for tonight
The sun still sleeps, and when she wakes

You'll be a memory (be a memory)
You'll be a memory (be a memory)
You'll be a memory (be a memory)
You'll be a memory, memory, memory, memory.

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 07:31:01 GMT

i can't believe i cared about you

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 00:23:31 GMT

Here it goes again,
Put on that deserving tone
and don't forget that this was all your fault.
It's breathing down your neck,
you know you've got to let this go.
You're such a wreck and now it starts to show.

Cause all you can't deny is held inside
And when we go, we say goodbye,
and then we run, we run away.

From all we can't deny is just a lie.
And when we try to just get by
We just can't get past ourselves.

Cause where you are is where you'll be:
always wanting everything.
It's all the same that you can't ignore
Cause all you want is just "to be more".

It's creeping up again.
(It's all been considered.)
(It's a game and you're not the winner)
It's a haunting memory.

Cause all you can't deny is held inside
And when we go, we say goodbye
and then we run, we run away.

From all we can't deny is just a lie.
And when we try to just get by
We just can't get past ourselves.

Cause where you are is where you'll be:
always wanting everything.
It's all the same- that you can't ignore
Cause all you want is just "to be more".

Cause who you are is who you'll be,
and that is really everything.
It's all the same that you can relate.
Cause what you want's not what you're getting.

It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
'Til you know you'll be somebody tonight.

It's just a matter of time (where you are is where you'll be)
It's just a matter of time (and that is really everything)
It's just a matter of time (it's all the same that you can relate)
'Til you know you'll be somebody tonight. (cause what you want's not what you're getting)
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 01:52:33 GMT

YOU ARE STUPID
YOUR BAND SUCKS
GO KILL YOURSELF

i'm choking on my tongue.

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 06:57:41 GMT

friends only

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